I am totally disinterested in the market right now. I go through bouts of obsession and apathetic indifference. Right now, I couldn’t care less about the market, even my own portfolio. I see things going up that I should own, while my own positions continue to languish and feel a sense of buried rage, held inside of my skeletal structure.
I run so hot all the time, every once in awhile I burn out.
The shares of BALT dropped like a stone today, once again helped by a Seeking Alpha hit piece. It’s entirely manipulative how these clowns write their articles, regurgitating spot rates as if it made a difference. While it’s true, rates have gone down in recent weeks; it’s also true, they are up a hell of a lot over the past few months.
I get very uneasy during earnings season. I’ve had some fantastic blow ups on missed calls over the years, always near earnings time. Slowly but surely, I am boiling myself in a pot filled with chicken broth, carrots, onions and celery. Very soon, someone is going to perform cannibalism and eat me. This much, I am sure of it.
I need to make change (extra Obama). In order to make change, however, I must first identify the problems.
The problem with apathetic indifference is it supports status quo, effectively making things worse.
For the day, I lost 1%.
Look at these Chinese burritos getting owned.

