I veered off the reservation to the tune of -1.2%. It wasn’t a catastrophic day and my MTD losses are just 2%, an easy number to fix. But I am stuck and I cannot escape and I am mad that I keep running on this hamster wheel to nowhere. Sure, I am +200% YTD — but I haven’t done any big numbers in months. I suppose the fact I am not blowing up is always a consolation — but go fuck yourself.
“The Fly” is only interested in winning, all the time, and when he’s not; well, things get dicey. I do not like to see others doing well. I am not jealous over your gains — but I hate you for them. Things of course do have a way of working out for me. The process is sometimes torturous and I’ve had innumerable and severe set backs over the course of my trading career (book plug) — but I guess this is my crucible — the pangs of doing something you love and having to endure periods of mediocrity.
I closed the session 25% cash, headlong into a Friday that is sure to be interesting. I will also be departing for Boston on Monday for a week, overseeing my daughter off to college.If you enjoy the content at iBankCoin, please follow us on Twitter